Will against my heart

Its not been easy at all
But I've stopped thinking about you,
Coz there is so much I missed from
So much that I knew...

I've stopped thinking
about your smile,
And that silhouette of yours
That I'd recognize from a mile...

I've stopped thinking when
I've stopped asking why,
That I met you & fell headlong
Into an eternal high...

I've stopped thinking about you
And this time am sure,
But the funny thing is
I've stopped thinking about you before..

So I stop thinking about you again
with all the will that I've got,
I never knew that I'd have to have
A will against my heart..

Back to the start

So I just wanna lose my heart
Go back, go back to the start
I wanna dive deep down into someone's eyes
& drown in it... see the skies.

So I wanna be in love
Alas! it eludes me and how!
All I long for is a kiss
Without which everything's amiss

I long for you, but I know not where you exist
But you've been right at the top in my wish list
I don't know how you look
But I look for you in every romantic book

A smile, a greet, a fleeting glance
& that's all I need, a tiny little chance
For happiness, for love and the longing I have now
I am waiting.. where are you, my love?

A simple caress of her arms,
A simple hug with her listening to my heart,
So simple that I would forget
of my existence before we met

Not a fling,not for lust
Not even for an ass or an amazing bust
All I want is love and that smile
that'll warm my heart
Like as if I was born again
Taking me back to the start.